jiemeiyi

Being able to stay at home for the whole day is a bliss to me now. 
Since I've started working. 
There's no much time to slack at home. 
That is why I really cherish my weekends nowadays. 
I'm kinda liking the life now. (: 
With maybe just a tad bit of hiccups here and there. 

Have been reflecting a lot whenever I have time. 
Thinking about life, 
I guess sometimes a person need to leave before everyone starts
Remembering and realizing one's worth. 
But sometimes, 
Some people just aren't worth any effort at all. 

I guess being human, 
We need to be thankful and contented. 
& not finding fault with everyone in the world, 
Or complaining because things are not done the way he/she wants it to be. 
Or it's not up to perfection. 

It's the process that matters, 
Not the end product. 

 

It's been so long since I last went for class.
Have been real busy nowadays,
With work, don't even have much time to catch up with myself,
My friends as well. 

Am having fever now, it's real irritating.
Fever is not fun at all.
Omg, waited for like 12 patients just now at the clinic.
And the waiting time seriously draining my energy.
Doc gave me three days mc.
And some pills & stupid cough syrup.
ARGH.

I really want to get well soon. 
Totally hate the feeling of having fever.
I'm like giving off a lot of heat from my body.
I'm feeling drowzy but I'm afraid If I sleep now, 
I'll become more weak plus fever might increase.

Booooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. 

Have just started working recently.
Okay or should I say I've just officially started work today. 
And I'm feeling totally drained! 
But I should've seen this coming.
And I should faster adapt and get used to it soon.
Look forward to work,
Rather than keep dragging myself to work.

But so far it was still okay,
Though the time seems to pass abit slow but it's fine still.
Still able to survive! FOR NOW. 

Though I dread work, 
But at least work made me realize that I've been taking many things for granted.
Like the amount of sleep, the tiny whiny bit of break time,
The after work madness where I just feel like going out to havoc. 
The precious weekends,
My favourite dance. Oh my god! 
See, at least all this I've been taking it for granted because I used to be
so damn freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

So for now,
I'll learn to cherish and be contented.

I miss you baby.
The weekends with you will be awesome.
I need to recharge my battery,
From you my source of energy!
<3 

 
There are many times in life, where we are not satisfied with many things around us. 
But I guess it's time we learn to be contented. 
& not take things for granted. 
Live life to the fullest. 
:D
Be optimistic. 



I love you baby, 
You're the greatest gift, 
& the best that I can ever have.
<3 you very MUCH.

Have been desperately trying to look for job.
and yes, i know i am choosy. LOL! But I dont care.
I dont want to find a job that I'd have to drag myself to work. 
And there's a few out there that really satisfy what I want. 
So I'm really trying my best.
Not just one, two, or three. 
I've applied for I guess up till now, more than 10 over organizations. 
Argh, & it's kind of pissing me off already. 

& I do not want to become an early childhood teacher. 
Definitely not in the childcare setting, 
Whatever you have to say. I don't give a damn! 
I want to do something different. 
WAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. 
I have confidence. 
I "have". Whooooooooooooooooooosh~

On the bright side, 
Baby's having nights out tomorrow. 
Guess sometimes things just cannot be compared. 
:D 



 

Hello dear journal,
It's been long since I've last updated.
Finally have all the time for myself.
No more late night practice, no more 11 hours of practice.
Because the competition has came to an end! 
As long as we tried our best, we will have no regrets.
And I dont regret at all. (: 
Which is a good thing though.



I'l never forget the countless upset and disappointment we went through. 
The stress and the pressure, the sweat and the tears. 
We've gone through so much. 
And today, brought a closer and more understanding crew together.
I love each and everyone of you. 
And I will always remember us as Woo-hoo!
<3

Okay back on track,
But now it seems like I have too much time for myself. 
And don't stare at me,
I'm trying hard to find a job tooo.
It's freaking hard because even if you go for interview.
They might or might not choose you.
So finding a job is really a chore. CHAOOOOOOS!

 
 

 
MY HANDSOME BOY. <3
HEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE. 
Although I know ORD still a long way to go. 
But I will wait for you to finish army, 
So that we can begin part two of our love chapter! 

MUACKS.
 

 In life, we often meet situations where it's totally hopeless. 
Ending up with a total disappointment. 
Devastated especially when things happen not just once, but twice. 
And sometimes I wonder, If what I did was wrong. 
What will be a better solution?

Where you put all your hard sweat and tears and effort into helping. 
But in the end, other party doesn't feel it at all. 
But even that, did I put in my responsibility?
And if I had already put in, why did the situation still end up that way?

And I'm like this since young, 
And I can't change the way I am. 
Don't go over my limit. 
Or else,
I wouldn't know how it will turn out. 


 

 
Awesome Competition! 
Will be the greatest competition in future I believe. 
The most challenging competition ever! 

Jiayou woo-hoo!
Thanks for all those who support! Sweeeeeeeeet. =D 
I love you eileen lee, yekxiubei, ivantohchoonhong, cashteosweekiat, benjaminzhong, jasonlai & woonkoksheng!

Thanks baby for all the encouragement, support and shouting my name! 
Hehehehehehehehehehehehhehehe. 
Thanks you love, for the strength you gave me! 
Woooooots! 
<3