jiemeiyi

I don't care what other people says,
I just want to miss you & love you as much as I want to.
It's just about me and you. <3

Somehow, somewhere, somewhat after all these three years of study,
I guess most of us has already "trained" to handle the humongous amount of stress.
Because it's beyond our control.
You can't stop the lecturers from giving so much work.
LOL.

I'LL BE LOVING YOU FOREVER.
no one love me like you do.
that's the reason why I want to spend forever with you.

sunday afternoon.
while I was on my way back home.

I saw people bringing their dogs for a walk,
children playing at the field with their siblings.
family going out to the park for a walk.

& it was reaaaaaal heartwarming. :D
I love life like this.
I also want to bring spank for a walk,
play at the field with my siblings,
go out to the park for a walk with my family.

DARN.......
<3

After a hot shower,
Lying on the bed staring up the ceiling.
Oooooooo. Shiokness~

STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
& wake up and continue project.
How sucky is that?
Lol. Damn the projects. RAHHHH!



But I know if he were to be beside me,
He will give me hugs. <3
Faster book out, my driving force!

Weather is windy today.
Music from 88.3FM was great.
With the herbal drink that mommy brewed on my table.
With the laptop in front of me,
With multiple windows & assignments waiting to be done.
& handphone awaiting ah b's call.

Hope I'd recover soon.
Because it kinda sucks to be sick.
Especially cough or flu,
All I do at home was eat, drink medicine, assignments,
And then i get drowsy,
And in the end no work is done.

I'm feeling drowsy again.
Medicine from just now was still very strong. -.-
Ah B's will book out after I sleep for three nights
Then i'll be able to see him. :D
My driving force!

Chan Jiajun, you're my Universe.

I really dunno what to do.
RAHHHHHHHHH!!! :\
*scolds all the vulgarities*

Why must I spend my weekends doing all this?
Damn it.

Eff euuu seeeee kaaayyy~

LOL this picture is oh my gosh...
but nevertheless, he's still my chuck bass! WOOHOOOOOO.

I AM not DOING MY PROJECT.
Really.

Another picture which I dig most!
:D :D :D

Stayed home the whole day yesterday,
But didn't seem to complete any work.
I'm procrastinating and yet complaining about amount of workload I have.
I'm planning to stay home today for the whole day,
& I dunno if I can complete any work.

I am determined.....to kidnap baby.
I can't wait for friday. :(
I'm determined as well......to watch gossip girls!
xoxo.

I hate this.
I don't like this,
But sometimes some things shall be left unsaid.
What should I do?
I really don't know.
I wish all this hadn't started at all.

Why are people like this?

I hate the humongous amount or work & assignments
This semester is really draining.
Woke up feeling really sian-ed,
Procrastinate because I really didn't want to get started.
ARGHH.

Perhaps if you were by my side,
And nag me to do my work.
Or just being able to see you sleeping on my bed,
I will do my work.
AH B..............................................

I adore the MISS INDEPENDENT that you choreo-ed for me.

I MISS GOING TO SCHOOL WITH YOU.
I MISS ARGUING WITH YOU.
I MISS YOU PIGGYBACK-ING ME.
I MISS WHEN YOU WAITED FOR ME TO END SCHOOL.
I MISS WHEN WE GO STUDIO TOGETHER AFTER SCHOOL.
I MISS THE MEETUPS DURING OUR BREAK TIME.
DON'T GO BACK IN PLEASE?
ASK SOMEONE TO TAKE OVER YOU...... :(

every friday is an extremely :D day for me.
but when it comes to sunday,
it became :(
because i totally don't bear to see him leave me.


on a brighter side of note,
it's red camp week, e learning online!
but still have to go school at times.
&
baby and i took a lot of photos together.
which is totally FANTABULOUS!
:D


THANKS FOR ALWAYS UNDERSTANDING ME.
AND ALWAYS KNOWING WHAT I'M THINKING,FEELING IN & OUT.
LOVE YOU PRECIOUS! <3

i always dont feel like falling asleep whenever
you're right beside me.
because i know, once i wake up.
it'll be even lesser time. :(

 

Crazy napfa, crazy class. 
I guess I'm over my limit already. 
I'm totally drained & exhausted. 
I can almost predict that I will oversleep tomorrow. 
And ache all over the place. 

Project not done yet,
GG. 

I need you.  CJJ. 
& not forgetting you, thanks for coming back to my side once again.
thanks for willing trust me. 
I <3 YOU.

 

you don't know what she's going through at all.
& if you were to know about it,
i bet you can't bear to let her be this way. 

i've learnt my lesson. 
what about you? 

 

do you trust me?
if you do trust me, believe me that he's not like that. 
whatever you guys say or think might or might not be true.
who knows the most?

i always believe what others said, 
and i think everyone love to judge from what others said.
but for me, i listen to what other said,
but i do find out by myself too. 

i really hope you will understand. 
everybody's point of view. 
don't ever end up like me and her.
there's been a scar in the both of us because i didn't stand by my words.

you should know her best,
and you should trust what she say. 
or even better, find out for yourself.
or if you want to continue to be naive and blinded,
just keep listening to what others say.

and the only one at loss is you yourself. 
because you forbid this chance of your friend's.
your choice.
i dare to say, that he's not what you think.
if you still want to remain the thoughts that you have of him,
then go ahead.
 

 

I want more. 
But I think there's nothing I can do but to resign to fate. 
I miss you a lot a lot, and the time that we spend together is crazily not enough. 
But no matter how much time we spend, 
It's never enough. 

Assignments & Practices are going to drag me down like crazy,
Flatten my battery like crazy,
Draining my energy like crazy.
But I guess there's only one thing that I can do, 
STAND STRONG.

I <3 YOU BABY. 
Eternally.

tomorrow is friday once again,
ending lesson at 11am. & what am I to do man?

on a brighter side of note,
my chan jiajun is booking out tomorrow,
finally! after so long. :( 

went out with my batch people to celebrate chinsian's birthday.
like finally i joined them for celebration! 
being with them will never be bored.
it's full of laughter, craziness, retardednes & last but not least,
with <3

MY LOVE.  

 

 

 

How did I even ended up this way?
You might think it's just a small problem,
But actually it's quite a big issue. 
But what to do?
Nothing.

Everyone will just tell you just endure, 
Or give & take, or chill la, or be open la.
_|_ You think you know it all. 
Wait till you have a taste of it.

Think we're thinking too much, 
Or we're not professional enough?
Bullshit. 
Don't even ask, because you'll never understand. 
So just keep quiet.

It's all fucked up from top to bottom.
Every single thing.
I care that's why I'm pissed.
Pissed with myself for not being able to handle my emotions?
Or pissed with them?
I guess both. 

& all because of this,
I missed two calls from ahb today.
_|_ 
& last but not least, damn my instructor. 

 

 

Keep having migraines.
& not having enough sleep + truckloads of assignment.
Can we just stop the time for awhile?

Battery is going flat,
I need to recharge. :( 
BBBBAAAAAAAAAABBBBBBBBYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.........
I'm love sick. 

JIAYOUS everyone, 
Look on the brighter side of life. 

Sometimes we always thought taking a non air-con bus is a chore. 
But did we realise that actually, 
With the wind breeze, it's really relaxing & comfortable, 
& with the right music, 
It gives the feeling of the past, 
Where technology is still not advanced yet. 
Back to the old times. :D 
When we are so innocent and naive, 
When things are not complicated. 
Just simply and easy & comfortable. <3
 

 
Nothing else but stressssssssssssssss.

Assignments + More assignments + More assignments.
I totally <3 assignments. 
Ya right.

BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY
ALWAYS ON MY MIND.